Wednesday, 30 September 2009

Say it out

"I'm thankful"


Thankful for the pizza lunch at SWOT today (voluntary tutoring).

Thankful for the conversations with lots of people:
-Alex (5th year med)
-my roommate (DotA)
-Athirah, Adibah & Syaira
-Nielson the carpark guard
-Janice, John & Cassandra

Thankful for friends' birthdays.

Thankful for the energy to keep going for more.

Thankful for the opportunity to actually live out a life like this.

Friday, 25 September 2009

Break week

Enjoy this nice little piece of art:


No classes for the next 9 days
Oh, how good!

Wednesday, 23 September 2009

What I love about medicine

Wanna know what they are?

The mental challenge, definitely. Memorizing 200+ bones, 600+ muscles, and countless hormones, cytokines and drugs (medicines). And if there's something wrong with the body parts, they change their name immediately. A normal backbone is also called the vertebra - if it gets inflamed, it's called spondylosis; if it gets fractured, that's spondylolysis. To be honest, I got confused and looked this up on Wikipedia just to get it right.

The relationships that you're exposed to is wonderful. At least 300 are in the same year in the course, which means that there are always new things to discover by talking to my fellow coursemates. Everyone's different, e.g. one of my prac buddies performs in a circus over the break next week, and things like these spice up my life.

The learning opportunities are diverse. I've found that textbooks are not the only source of knowledge. Throughout these 3.5 semesters, I've learned a great deal from PBL mates, doctors who teach ICM, and even patients. This morning, Dr Ross told our group about an interesting case of a woman with shoulder pain. Guess what was causing it? An ectopic pregnancy, causing fluid build up beneath her diaphragm, which then stimulated her phrenic nerve, so the pain was referred to her shoulder.

I'll be a bit biased to Melbourne Uni for a while now. I love the 16-hour average weekly contact time. How much freedom! That's the way it's meant to be anyway, because doctors (I think) gotta be very good at managing themselves, whether it's learning, working, socialising, etc.

Can't thank God enough for bringing me here to spend my student days. I'm not exactly sure why I'm here, but I guess it's to see people look to Him and get healed.

And Dinesh, thanks for this photo!

Sunday, 20 September 2009

Unload

So many things...
Taking them down from brain to blog.


I called this "my cramming week". We had a few Genetics lectures.


Mon
  • Bring food for PBL
  • Bring modem for Andrew my customer!
  • Paid credit card - 740 dollars
  • Cook for housemates
Tue
  • Rang 4 people, 2 picked up
  • Stalked a friend who was doing her assignment in the Law library
  • Folded spring rolls (popia)
  • Iftar@Hamzah's place
Wed
  • Paid gas - 102.33
  • Praise & worship practice@South Lawn
  • Rock band practice
  • Urban life! =)
Thu
  • Wrote some parts of "Devotion", a friend's birthday song
  • Chat with Kevin, during Genetics prac
  • Dementia talk@Sunderland (first 25min)
  • UMIS Iftar@Graduate House
  • 24/7 Prayer
Fri
  • Looked at the CareerFAQ books@Baldwin Spencer
  • Chat with Brian (pre-PBL)
  • Math Olympics (thanks to Winus)
  • Saw Dr Tim (my left tinnitus since 1 week ago) - maybe due to loud music in Camp and Pub Night
  • Cheryl's birthday (supposed) surprise
Sat
  • Lunch with Stage Props Team (thanks Adrian!)
  • Up to today, finished 15 lectures (7.1-5, 8.1-5, 9.1-5)
Next: more cramming, for Monday. Really wanna get H1 this time.

Picture credit: nia.nih.gov

Friday, 11 September 2009

Singing in the Park

Drops of Jupiter

It took me a while to time that camera flash right. Note the surprised facial expression.

Taken during the birthday party for our 4 dear girl friends. We had it just off Lygon Street.

I secretly love the vocals during "One without a permanent scar" (0:02), and "Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day" (0:54).

Thanks to Shafiq Ajmal for suggesting that I sing this song.
Thanks to Syafiq Nassir for the video.

Tuesday, 8 September 2009

Busy & occupied

Ahh, the life

Reminds me of the times in SM La Salle when I told Dad that I'd "stay back" (after class) in school on most days. It could be sports training, marching practice, some meetings, or just studying with friends.

This week and the next few coming up are just so full of stuff, I can't afford to let my precious seconds drop to the ground uninvested. They must be used to the full.

Tue - Brian's birthday dinner
Wed - rock band practice + sleep research
Fri - band performance, Underground II
Sun - Super Sunday at church!

Mon - my cramming week begins; Careworkers discipleship night
Wed - HP3 tute, UL
Thu - Dementia public lecture

Mon - test day
I wanna see my test score skyrocket. Haha.

Tuesday, 1 September 2009

What kind of relationship...

...are you in?
e.g.
1x 2hrs/wk
2x 2hrs/wk
3x, 4x, 5x

---Long-form---
That's my shorthand way of asking: How much does your life and his/hers overlap? Take a look at the numbers above again. How much time do you spend together? One of our neuroscience lecturers recently spoke about "The Social Brain" (CSGD 6.2), where he posed the question: What does our big brain do?

Our lecture notes read:
  • Social "gossip"
  • Maintain families, act in society
  • Organise into groups - esp. inter-group trade for mutual advantage
I wanna talk about the 2nd one. I've been thinking a lot about relationships lately, and started asking some questions like, How much time and energy am I willing to spend with her? What about her, how willing is she? What are we going to talk about? I know that we'll basically talk about almost everything, but what are the most important things we are going to share? Because on this side of life, time is not infinite.

I've been observing people in intimate relationships as well; boyfriends and girlfriends, fiancé and fiancée, husband and wife, father and mother. What defines a relationship? It's gotta be more than just what you do on the outside, no? Like, Mom and I held hands - expression of intimacy - as we walked around the park last summer. Guess what, even if we didn't hold hands, we're still mother and child! It's not just the physical act!

Back to me and her. Where are we heading? What is it in me that she brings out to fruition (and also in her), that couldn't be so without either one of us? In essence, what part of me does she complete, and what part of her do I complete?

Symbol Credits: dragonartz.wordpress.com