Letting go

Are you prepared?

So what was the real motive you had? Was it just to make easy bucks out of someone who needs help with what you excel at? How hard can revising Sem 2 and 3 be? And how many people do you know can generate that much per hour?

*Thinking and wrinkling*

Or if that is no longer your real motive, then what is? Tell me, what is it that you really want from this job? Is it to get paid to help? Help to empower? Empower to help others? Heck, are you really praying that this person you're helping will pass with flying colours, with heightened capacity to care for the health of sick, suffering people?

And the financial reward, do you really wait on The One before even spending 5 cents from it? To give to the person who needs it so much more than you?

And are you letting go of your grip, ~3 weeks before the scheduled moment? No more holding too tightly? To hand it to the one this job is meant to be for?

Isn't that too unselfish (all those actions)? Wouldn't God be the only source of such selfless love?

Bonus pic: Heart shape from ice.

Picture credit: boardhost.com (Sue She)